Inspiration
Everyone wants me to be the perfect person
But every day my situation seems to worsen
Things turn good for a little while
Then something goes wrong and we end up hostile
The real me is hidden behind
A thick iron shield so if you want to find
The real me climb inside and tighten your seatbelt
Your in for a bumpy roller coaster ride
We will twist and turn
We will do flips and turns
From the countless mistakes and harsh words in turn
Rattled and shaken is this path we have taken
I am so sick and tired
Of feeling useless and following wires
This rats nest is impossible and has no end
I can’t find a trend which way do I go?
Get off get off when we stop
Escape this big giant mistake
Get out get out just leave me behind
Quit on me like everyone else does I won’t mind
But all along while I’m shakun
The person that’s there for me
No matter the problem or question
With amazing advice and contemplation
Lindsay thanks babe I love you
Always there with the best advice and the truth
-Brett Scornfield<3
he is my best friend
and i think it's kind of a big deal.
well guys i think it's time for me to say summer is comming to an end.
and today i finally GOT A JOB!
COLD STONE
!!((but please dont come in and make me sing))!!
well what's new.
MY HAIR CHANGED AGAIN!
... yeah it's red again.
only its a normal red not purple red.
i went to NEWYORK NEWYORK
 
it was wonderful.
there are changes
i have some new friends.
i lost someone for them though. but i guess thats what it always comes down to, loosing someone you never thought you could loose.
i also went to arkansas. where i spent the night with my favorite uncles house.
WHICH IS ADORABLE.
and he is my favorite b/c we stayed up untill 3:30 talking!
and i got to drive part of the way.. 2 hours in pouring rain. beautiful.
i talked to him online. i think it went pretty well....
READ THIS!!!!!!!!
H0pelessR0mance6: you messed up
XXoverblastXx: ok i know i did im sorry i dont know wht lese you want me to do
H0pelessR0mance6: you wanna do sometihng tell every girls you ever get with that your first relationship lasted one year and it ended b/c you were controlling and mnipulating and verball abusive
XXoverblastXx: can i not just put this behind me ive changed
H0pelessR0mance6: you better hope so
XXoverblastXx: i did and im sorry for what ive done
H0pelessR0mance6: ill never be able to look at you the same, and know what it doesnt matter! b/c i dont need to, i have a wonderful person who i care about like crazy and i know whatever problem i face i can go to him with and i have complete trust in him and faith in our relationship, and can honestly say i love him, and i hope you never get the chance to have that!
XXoverblastXx: im happy for you
H0pelessR0mance6: and i also really hope someday i get the chance to just beat teh shit out of you and let ever last drop of anger out on your sorry ass b/c i hate you! and i want nothing else to do with you
XXoverblastXx: then have nothing else to do with me im sorry
XXoverblastXx: just please dont let my mistakes bring you down you can be happy so do it
H0pelessR0mance6: oh trust me i'
H0pelessR0mance6: m way past taht
XXoverblastXx: ok good
H0pelessR0mance6: k bye that was the end
H0pelessR0mance6: you can stop talkign to me now
*appluse*
beautiful stranger
how i came to see
how perfect sight
life being so free would be
no leash and colar
i can breath on my own
i'm my own person
and no distractions
for the future as it leads
i'm free dear father i am free.
good night lovely kids.
Love,
me
I STILL WANT
THAT TRUCK!!!!! | 
